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An Ideal BeautyPlay me a song  To make me wonder if  The world just exists  
To be beautiful,                    (‘cause it’s beautiful).  Sing me a melody  To make me wonder if  There’s so much more to this  Than you and me,                    (‘cause you’re beautiful).   
 
Tell me that tonight  Isn’t the only thing  Holding you back.        &nbs An Ideal Beauty
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Credible WitnessWe, we’ve been at this four hours  And I, I’m not getting any closer to  Remembering how I got here in the first place.  My minds drifting to the room we’re in  No windows, all mirrors.  Just myself staring back at me,  Reminders of a lost identity.   
He’s says to me credibility  Is telling me everything about tonight  Without asking why.  Credibility, he smiles at me,  Is no joke of the matter, no smile, no laughter  Just the truth.  Blow me away, he taunts me  Be my first credible witness today.   
Why can’t you just be a credible Credible Witness
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Like a ChildSo much talent  On the walls  In the form of  
Life, love, death.  All the hate,  The single minded world  Captured.  
Expressed.  Negotiated.  In the hopes  Of a better world  For the youth of tomorrow  And the generations  That still exist.   
So much said,  In the greens, yellows, oranges  On the hands of a boy  As he stands  Touching the wall  Delicately, as it dries  As if his message  Needs guidance, protection.   
The graffiti like a child,  Hope; for a better future. Like a Child
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Fork in the RoadThe decisions that shape us,  Define us, mold us  With curiosity, fervor  At the hopes of finding something  Deep inside our core  Ability, to complete ourselves  Without their trial.   
Leading us, pleading with us  Shoving us in the direction  Of happiness or sadness,  Of life or death.   
Each decision, each moral  Holding two choices;   
A fork in the road. Fork in the Road
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Knowledge, Hope, and Needles

Thu Jul 16, 2009, 11:15 AM
I had a fairly eventful day yesterday, starting with a trip to a specialist to see if he could figure out what the heck has been wrong with me for the last two years. FINALLY, I've found a doctor who beleives something is seriously wrong and that it is HIS PROBLEM to fix. He even has an idea about what it could be, and he didn't seem shocked a lot of doctors hadn't put the peices together, so lets hope he's right. I've been fighting with doctors for two years now, but no one seemed to think it fell into their area, so I've been shipped from specialist to specialist to specialist. It does mean I'm going to have to undergo some more funky testing, which I'm SO EXCITED ABOUT...not. I mean, what kid doesn't love spending their entire summer being poked and proded? Especially if you're me, and you're terrified of needles.

I had a job interview yesterday, and I'm really hoping I get it. I mean, it's a fairly crappy job, and it pays minimum wage, but it means money and if I want to go to university next year, that's something I certaintly need. Finally, having older brothers paid off, considering my brother got me the interview since he's a meat manager there...did I mention it was a grocery store?

And now, today, I had to be up at 8:30 in the morning because I have to be deprived of sleep for 24 hours to go get and EEG done. Wonderful, eh? That's not going to screw with my friday afternoon plans when I'll be going on, what 36 hours without sleep? But hey, that's okay, I'll be going to see the new Harry Potter flick (and hopefully, i'll stay awake for it). :)

Hope everyone's summer is going well! :heart:

LOVE,
Candice.

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  • Listening to: Made of Steel - Our Lady Peace
  • Reading: Last Notes
  • Drinking: Water

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~abalala:iconabalala: Jun 22, 2009, 12:12:12 PM
Hell, you're a great writer. Very powerful stuff.
~Xakward--silenceX:iconXakward--silenceX: Jun 22, 2009, 12:14:51 PM
Thank-you! :) :heart:

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~Hatred-Reverie:iconHatred-Reverie: Jun 13, 2009, 1:48:58 PM
You got tagged. [link]

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~Silvarith:iconSilvarith: May 26, 2009, 9:25:29 AM
thank you!:cuddle: :)

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~Xakward--silenceX:iconXakward--silenceX: May 27, 2009, 11:23:25 AM
:) anytime.

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~deadstilltalk:icondeadstilltalk: Feb 14, 2009, 8:12:50 PM
hey 22/female. you're cute =) check me out on my webcam chat thing CLICK HERE

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~Marmonica:iconMarmonica: Dec 26, 2008, 12:23:27 PM
Thanks for faving! :hug:

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~Xakward--silenceX:iconXakward--silenceX: Dec 28, 2008, 8:29:51 PM
anytime :)
you certaintly deserved it.

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